Affabel~ Window of Eternity

This is the most profound audio theatre I have ever listened to in my entire life.
It was as if I was actually there.
During my listening to this, I had thoughts of where I went wrong, what I needed to repent of and let go of as well as what I needed to change but that is not all, I also got images of family members, friends saved and not saved and just people in the world and how many of them may never see Eternal life. As I was driving to the store today, it hit me how many people reside on this earth and how many will not make it to heaven, christian and unbelievers. It nearly took my breath away. I could just barely grasp the vastness of it and also the great sadness it must have in Father's heart!
As I went about my day, my mind resounded... Affabel, Affabel and I could sense/see/feel the power. It is hard to explain but I did ask God to cause me to remember this story during my daily walk with Him and that when I have to make a choice to overcome or succomb to sin that this would ring in every part of my being. I do not want to forget ever and run toward the end and obtain the prize He so sees fit for me! My goal is to please Him... how??? By listening and doing His word. I am not sure how it will all pan out but I know I need to make major changes. My theology has been shaken, my perception has been turned right side up and everything I do and think and say affects the righteous judgement that will take place in the end of my life. Just thinking about it sends my stomach into fits. This is why I have had fears of death.. it isnt death itself but the after wards that scares me the most.
I strongly encourage everyone to read this book Driven by Eternity and get the 2.5 hrs of dvd Affabel. You will not be dissappointed, it will impact your life and hopefully it will change you for the better!
One thing I know now is those that speak the truth of the word... not just the positive but the not so positive are the ones who get attacked the most, they are the ones people tend to cry False Prophet, False Teacher, False Christian! The true ones stand for His righteousness and Glory and they will get the greater reward!
I want to honor Him in every way and love Him deeper than I have ever loved Him before! Only He can instill that in me if I have an open heart to recieve!
I wrote two poems one before I even read D. B. E and Affabel and one afterword. I will post them in the next two journals.

Give Glory to the Great King and Awesome Son of God and Amazing Father!
Bless you and onward I go... to endure to the very end that I may be saved for all eternity in Heaven!